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Currently, I'm single, not dating and really not trying at all to meet new people. Yet, I find that I crave the intimacy that I once had which also came so easy. I'm single by choice, I know this, but it feels like I should be doing more about not being single.  It used to be so simple to meet a new girlfriend; I guess my expectations were just lower then...


I took it for granted, I know this now, how easy it was to meet someone new, fresh, and exciting. Did I waste all of those opportunities? Some were quick to chat, others quick to bed, only a few were quick to my heart...


I've lived the promiscuous life, one-night stands, in the complexes' pool, more than 2 in the bed; I thought it would fill the void and at the time it did, but in the end I was left feeling just as lonely as before...


I've lived the ideal life; gorgeous girlfriend, no worries about money, a career I loved, not a care in the world. How did I read things so wrong? She wasn't real, the money wasn't real, the world didn't care about me either...


Where is my next mate? Will I meet you while walking the dog? Buying gas? Maybe while having lunch? Will I meet you at all?


I must have wasted all of my chances with those I met before. When expectations were low and life was simpler. When it was more about growing together than what each brings to the relationship. When the world wasn't viewed through these tinted lenses...


I'm single now, I don't really want to be, but yet I do...  

franksremote Feb 17 '13 · Comments: 1 · Tags: relationship, single, fate